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07-26-2013, 10:03 AM
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Originally Posted by jwhouk View Post
BFC, you're scaring me again. And after what you just mentioned about grandma...
Joe, it's just bad brain chemistry. I ignore it the more I vent the better off I am. I am in an incredibly bad spot in life that has lasted 6 yrs. what keeps me going is my rage towards the power that be. Basically, I'm living to spite the world/God/Whatever.

I feel alone in this fight but I know I'm not. Fact is, the above stories have a postscript. Family moved away from the bad elements of the other part and we haven't been bothered by them for a while.

Yes, my dad died on Father's Day last month, but when the doctors have him 6 months he took 3.5 years. In that time I told him I loved him and I know understood how much he sacrificed for me and my sister.

Yes, my fiancÚ died the week I was going to propose and immigrate to CAN but if I did I wouldn't have been there for my dad and mom.

Believe it or not I am an optimist. I have faith in everyone except myself, and I know that is my problem.

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